i so wanna go for foot reflexology, just that sg's really ex. damn
feeties are killing me. from the time that i got out of the hse i dont get to sit.
opening's sweaty and yuckie.
but well music's great. glances of mtv playing. humming the song. ((: there's music inside hot and cold.
it's soooo hot these days. just by standin arnd u'll get so sticky. yikes.
learning a lil more. but scared to be cashier or whteva. it's like everyone is the cashier erm that's for morning/noon.
you get to people-watch too.
another day of work tmr.
i miss my girls
Monday, April 25, 2005
All he could think about was I'm too young for this.
Got my whole life ahead.
Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.
All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.
And he said,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
Might as well kiss it all good-bye.
There goes my life.......
A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.
Momma's waiting to tuck her in,
As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.
He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.
There goes my life.
She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood, said your good to go.
She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast.
And he cried,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you.
Baby good-bye.
There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.
Got my whole life ahead.
Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.
All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.
And he said,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
Might as well kiss it all good-bye.
There goes my life.......
A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.
Momma's waiting to tuck her in,
As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.
He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.
There goes my life.
She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood, said your good to go.
She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast.
And he cried,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you.
Baby good-bye.
There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.
Friday, April 22, 2005
whooo just had my bath. shaved my leg...hairless. woots
spent most of my time at home for the whole of ytsd 'cept to go for my basics and headed home to clean the hse. i'm being so aunty now. go home, clean the hse. however it feels great when the hse is clean aft vacumming and mopping the floor.
basics wasnt that good, i dont know. some questions are tricky esp the blindspots, braking dist ques. darn, i thought i cld peep over at others. cos they're just right beside me. but but but we're takin different booklets. damn. i'm so gon fail it. shiats
aft cleaning i watch the hk show. it was gettin exciting la.. and it ended! head out to train down to outram park to meet su aft her work. train back down to bishan and dined at cartel. dont i miss her. her work's sickening la. how do u nurses tahan the patients?! well i laughed at some and felt disgusted at others. bishan cartel's so friggin slow! and it's off-peak mind you. cp came down aft her work, so suddenly popped up. so much of laughters, phototakings.
meetin at 11am. i've not packed at all -.- rarrrs
spent most of my time at home for the whole of ytsd 'cept to go for my basics and headed home to clean the hse. i'm being so aunty now. go home, clean the hse. however it feels great when the hse is clean aft vacumming and mopping the floor.
basics wasnt that good, i dont know. some questions are tricky esp the blindspots, braking dist ques. darn, i thought i cld peep over at others. cos they're just right beside me. but but but we're takin different booklets. damn. i'm so gon fail it. shiats
aft cleaning i watch the hk show. it was gettin exciting la.. and it ended! head out to train down to outram park to meet su aft her work. train back down to bishan and dined at cartel. dont i miss her. her work's sickening la. how do u nurses tahan the patients?! well i laughed at some and felt disgusted at others. bishan cartel's so friggin slow! and it's off-peak mind you. cp came down aft her work, so suddenly popped up. so much of laughters, phototakings.
meetin at 11am. i've not packed at all -.- rarrrs
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
i dint have any meal on tues, not one at all. yikes, the giddy spells.
but well i dint have any meal today either, considering tutukueh as my lunch.. maybe dinner ltr
went j8 to get sth, and this gyps p1 boy was nxt to me asked me if 410 goes to sin ming ave.
i tell you he's extremely adorable. he's got very long and curved eyelashes!! he sat behind me, a chatty boy. he's 6 goin 7 called james. he lives at bishan condo. not knwing which bus stop to alight. took the bus with him to bps. i walked thru bishan park.
just kept thinkin bout the boy thru out. he's prolly mixed. darn cute pretty boy.
ohhh gon have my basic theory tmr. =\ only went thru the book twice. damnit. meeting su aft for dinner.
fri and sat wld be with the bruds and some of their e other halfs at sentosa ((: we'll tan and catch up. class bbq on sat night. ewww, my big tummy and tanning.
gon catch the hk show!
but well i dint have any meal today either, considering tutukueh as my lunch.. maybe dinner ltr
went j8 to get sth, and this gyps p1 boy was nxt to me asked me if 410 goes to sin ming ave.
i tell you he's extremely adorable. he's got very long and curved eyelashes!! he sat behind me, a chatty boy. he's 6 goin 7 called james. he lives at bishan condo. not knwing which bus stop to alight. took the bus with him to bps. i walked thru bishan park.
just kept thinkin bout the boy thru out. he's prolly mixed. darn cute pretty boy.
ohhh gon have my basic theory tmr. =\ only went thru the book twice. damnit. meeting su aft for dinner.
fri and sat wld be with the bruds and some of their e other halfs at sentosa ((: we'll tan and catch up. class bbq on sat night. ewww, my big tummy and tanning.
gon catch the hk show!
Sunday, April 17, 2005
seminar was good. interesting officers they have. the only prob's my bloody eyesight. i so want to join AOSS comparing it to snr tech. i shld eat more carrots. i really hope i can get thru all of it.
lunch with mom, aunt and uncle.
met su at yishun. that gurl finally have her new phone, since last yr she wanted to change it. and my phone's givin me probs now. darn.
she went home to change...towned.
met so many pple in town. jol and ken. went to find jil and saw adrian working too and also del working upstairs. saw my neighbour stayin at dont knw which level. err she's from sn but i dont even sae hi to her when i see her. su kept askin me to say hello or whts. mad woman pls.
that woman was continuously whining bout her attchment. screwed up grps they've got too la. leavin her alone for 3 weeks.
i need to swim! goggles's at su's place. -.- i need to start running. wobbly arms and rounder waist aint funny. yikes! goshhh. the sun was damn good, and seeing pple in town reddish tanned make me regret not swimming or tanning. shall wait for su's break.
aiights, i'm gon kao kao chu. ((:
mel: okaee i'll ask my classmates see if they're interested.
lunch with mom, aunt and uncle.
met su at yishun. that gurl finally have her new phone, since last yr she wanted to change it. and my phone's givin me probs now. darn.
she went home to change...towned.
met so many pple in town. jol and ken. went to find jil and saw adrian working too and also del working upstairs. saw my neighbour stayin at dont knw which level. err she's from sn but i dont even sae hi to her when i see her. su kept askin me to say hello or whts. mad woman pls.
that woman was continuously whining bout her attchment. screwed up grps they've got too la. leavin her alone for 3 weeks.
i need to swim! goggles's at su's place. -.- i need to start running. wobbly arms and rounder waist aint funny. yikes! goshhh. the sun was damn good, and seeing pple in town reddish tanned make me regret not swimming or tanning. shall wait for su's break.
aiights, i'm gon kao kao chu. ((:
mel: okaee i'll ask my classmates see if they're interested.
Friday, April 15, 2005
so i've missed 2 days of the 9pm show. i'm so not gon slp early todae cos there's 9pm show and survivor ((:
yes so i've been sleeping before 8pm these two days and waking up early morning before 5,6am and watched tv the whole day. i practically rot. yes and so woke up at 5.30am automatically. decided to clean and clear some stuff in my room. it's gettin irritating how dusty and dirty the whole hse and my room is. no one clean the hse for 2 weeks, my room... ever since new yr? opps.
but well i just felt uneasy so started cleaning. the balls of dust make me feel so itchy.
su called when i started clearing up. she's gon come ova. okaee so i cleaned.. more than an hr she isnt here yet. got her msg... so i hurriedly call her, she was alrdy as amkps. stupid fool. happily watchin her liangyi on the bus.
she reached and mess with my dog. surf the net. hahahs. she's so disconnected to the world out here. while she was surfing and stuff, i was cleaning up the hse and doing laundry like a siao char boh. rest and watch tv while waitin for the lady to finish surfin the net and have our lunch.
lunch at thomson plaza, it's been a thousand yrs since i've been there. had pizza hut. a heartful meal. gawddd, i wanted to run ytsd and swim todae. but i dint even do anythin 'cept to sit in fron to the tv... hohohos. shit! well walked from thomson plaza to those pet shops along thomson rd.
i was happily makin fun of this ermm shld i sae catholic-indian boy at the petshop. there's this fake dog outside the shop (su was talkin on the phone)
boy: is the dog real?
me: oh come touch it and u'll knw.
the boy went closer to touch the dog.
but before he actually touch it i imitated a dog bark.
he got a shock and i laughed darn hard.
-he was playin with this tennis ball
boy: do you think he'll fetch?
me: why dont u throw and see hows.
he threw and catch himself.
i was still laughin at how he reacted to the bark.
he threw the tennis ball and i caught it...
and threw it back to him.
how adorable. ahhh kidss
shit it's my bedtime real soon. noooo i've gotta hang in there till 11. and study and basic theory. another paper to go.
huang cp put aeroplane on me just cos of her work la.. that bitch! urggs.
ohh wells, it's the end of it isnt it? i msged, and there was no reply. i guess we're so different that you cldnt accept for who i am right now or whtsoeva. no matter how long the friendship was it wasnt concrete at all. i feel that i don't know you at all now. ha, weird.
yes so i've been sleeping before 8pm these two days and waking up early morning before 5,6am and watched tv the whole day. i practically rot. yes and so woke up at 5.30am automatically. decided to clean and clear some stuff in my room. it's gettin irritating how dusty and dirty the whole hse and my room is. no one clean the hse for 2 weeks, my room... ever since new yr? opps.
but well i just felt uneasy so started cleaning. the balls of dust make me feel so itchy.
su called when i started clearing up. she's gon come ova. okaee so i cleaned.. more than an hr she isnt here yet. got her msg... so i hurriedly call her, she was alrdy as amkps. stupid fool. happily watchin her liangyi on the bus.
she reached and mess with my dog. surf the net. hahahs. she's so disconnected to the world out here. while she was surfing and stuff, i was cleaning up the hse and doing laundry like a siao char boh. rest and watch tv while waitin for the lady to finish surfin the net and have our lunch.
lunch at thomson plaza, it's been a thousand yrs since i've been there. had pizza hut. a heartful meal. gawddd, i wanted to run ytsd and swim todae. but i dint even do anythin 'cept to sit in fron to the tv... hohohos. shit! well walked from thomson plaza to those pet shops along thomson rd.
i was happily makin fun of this ermm shld i sae catholic-indian boy at the petshop. there's this fake dog outside the shop (su was talkin on the phone)
boy: is the dog real?
me: oh come touch it and u'll knw.
the boy went closer to touch the dog.
but before he actually touch it i imitated a dog bark.
he got a shock and i laughed darn hard.
-he was playin with this tennis ball
boy: do you think he'll fetch?
me: why dont u throw and see hows.
he threw and catch himself.
i was still laughin at how he reacted to the bark.
he threw the tennis ball and i caught it...
and threw it back to him.
how adorable. ahhh kidss
shit it's my bedtime real soon. noooo i've gotta hang in there till 11. and study and basic theory. another paper to go.
huang cp put aeroplane on me just cos of her work la.. that bitch! urggs.
ohh wells, it's the end of it isnt it? i msged, and there was no reply. i guess we're so different that you cldnt accept for who i am right now or whtsoeva. no matter how long the friendship was it wasnt concrete at all. i feel that i don't know you at all now. ha, weird.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
ohhhh exams are so over for now. i'm gon await for the results now, which im gon fail progg. our lecturer sucks balls. urgggs. only aft the paper, met chunyan outside the sports hall she said i've grown fatter, damnit and she showed me the tips they were given. hello it's the exact same questions for secA. for that i cld have passed, maybe. the whole of my lecture grps were given nth la. call me stupid, i dont go arnd asking others if they've got tips. thanx daryl brud for telling me to be smart when coming to study. now i learn from it. progg's shits la. *roars. well, whteva it is, i'd better start doing my labs at home for practise. supp paper's gon be worse. damnit.
had my beauty slp and i missed amazing race. darns.
will be going for jobhunting ltr...
classmates are goin kbox. i'll stay home, so sick of being the only gurl among the guys. class bbq nxt sat.
goin swissotel for rsaf seminar with my aunt and uncle. mom cldnt come wit me. ): still considering. it's sure a great job. someone like me who cant stay in a job for long. that's to tie me down. talked to aunt, uncles and mom about it last sunday. shall see hows.
i miss my gurls la...
had my beauty slp and i missed amazing race. darns.
will be going for jobhunting ltr...
classmates are goin kbox. i'll stay home, so sick of being the only gurl among the guys. class bbq nxt sat.
goin swissotel for rsaf seminar with my aunt and uncle. mom cldnt come wit me. ): still considering. it's sure a great job. someone like me who cant stay in a job for long. that's to tie me down. talked to aunt, uncles and mom about it last sunday. shall see hows.
i miss my gurls la...
Friday, April 08, 2005
paper's at 0830. scaring the shit out of me. dint slp for the whole night damnit. well i chose not to la. i still cldnt absorb/figure out the stupid operating amplifier. i wldnt choose that question in my options. prays there's only one ques of that.
nth much these days. slp.mug.eat. and the pattern continues. i'd soon have fatty tummy. as we mug, we head out for supper when we're sleepy. the flabby arms and wobbly fats at thighs, yikes! -.- wld gym and run aft exams, find a part-time job.
the only thing i'm looking fwd to this week end is the sound of music with esther quek ((:
and guess wht today's the first opening night of it. everybody say..woah!
meetin su and jil aft the paper, babeh wants to cut her hair. and we'll mug aft. agn. wo yao siu jiao la
gon wash up. and i'm gon walk from interchange to sports halls. -.- it's a looong walk.
later
nth much these days. slp.mug.eat. and the pattern continues. i'd soon have fatty tummy. as we mug, we head out for supper when we're sleepy. the flabby arms and wobbly fats at thighs, yikes! -.- wld gym and run aft exams, find a part-time job.
the only thing i'm looking fwd to this week end is the sound of music with esther quek ((:
and guess wht today's the first opening night of it. everybody say..woah!
meetin su and jil aft the paper, babeh wants to cut her hair. and we'll mug aft. agn. wo yao siu jiao la
gon wash up. and i'm gon walk from interchange to sports halls. -.- it's a looong walk.
later
Friday, April 01, 2005
i towned with cp and su ((:
went for the wake. his bro's young. a yr older than i am and had leukemia. infected by bacteria or sth and he passed away. even though i dont knw his bro it's not easy for me look at him in the coffin. eyes were gettin watery. just felt that life's so fraglie. anytime.
my first that i've attended friend's whoeva wake and among all i've seen under the blks. his bro wake's major crowded. there weren't enough tables and chairs. they were so bzy.
so we chatted among ourselves as benson's gotta attend to the others. our table were the 'joyful' ones. laughing bout this and that while others talk about wht happened.
why? why wld u still talk about wht happened to him? why do wakes alwys have curry chicken, beehoon?
crowd started clearing off. ben joined us. he appeared to be crappy as usual. but deep down he sure aint feeling that way. he's eating and restin well. thank god.
hrd from ade that her sis signed this form or somewht, to donate her organs and everything when she dies. i'm gon do that too. it'd be no use to keep me together in one piece blahhs, when someone else might need the organs to survive. if anyone of you knows, tell me yupps.
totally beat. ciaos.
went for the wake. his bro's young. a yr older than i am and had leukemia. infected by bacteria or sth and he passed away. even though i dont knw his bro it's not easy for me look at him in the coffin. eyes were gettin watery. just felt that life's so fraglie. anytime.
my first that i've attended friend's whoeva wake and among all i've seen under the blks. his bro wake's major crowded. there weren't enough tables and chairs. they were so bzy.
so we chatted among ourselves as benson's gotta attend to the others. our table were the 'joyful' ones. laughing bout this and that while others talk about wht happened.
why? why wld u still talk about wht happened to him? why do wakes alwys have curry chicken, beehoon?
crowd started clearing off. ben joined us. he appeared to be crappy as usual. but deep down he sure aint feeling that way. he's eating and restin well. thank god.
hrd from ade that her sis signed this form or somewht, to donate her organs and everything when she dies. i'm gon do that too. it'd be no use to keep me together in one piece blahhs, when someone else might need the organs to survive. if anyone of you knows, tell me yupps.
totally beat. ciaos.